They say things come in 3's... more like 10's! Not feeling great the past couple days, not in a good place and feeling very down due to some bad news and developing circumstances that i cant disclose, as well as failing my driving test, family troubles, dental issues, and failed relationships.
Hate feeling like this, and stress, worry and tears do not help my blood sugars and they have not been too great, when i have been checking them anyway... Finding it hard at work also, having to leave the room because you start to think too much and can feel your eyes welling up and you cant stop it and cant tell anyone why, luckily my managers are amazing people and very sympathetic to things like that.
Its frustrating when you try so hard to be happy and positive, I consider myself a strong person because of my past and what i have been through... but you can only take so much shit before you get to a breaking point. This is one of the reasons i blog, it lets me get stuff off of my chest by writing them down, and somehow it helps.
Hopefully monday will cheer me up as i am going to look at some cars and if i find one i like i may get it by the end of the week! Not that i can drive it yet... :(
... Waiting for the rainbow!!
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